Officially staying in Malaysia, after all.
The story started off with me being so vulnerable thinking there is a chance for me to actually fly off to Sheffield. And I did have that chance. I was accepted. Until the point that my sponsor didn't allow me to unless I terminate my current scholarship agreement and apply for a new one which doesn't seem promising.. Ok so that's that. Then there was this other story whereby I was given another course to pursue in UIA which was Urban Regional and Planning, that was really unexpected (refer to my endless rants of Fate II). Plan B, if I wasn't transferred into my wanted course, to Sheffield I shall go. (YES CONFUSING AS HECK) But in the end, I'm back to square one. I've been offered, yet again, but now for my long awaited course, Architecture. Alhamdulillah. That was the only thing I could say for now.
I have realised no matter how hard you try, if it's just not yours to begin with, you will stay on the same original spot. But there's a twist to it, if you didn't even try at all, you will never know your chances. Despite the missing opportunities and memories that may be created elsewhere, I'm grateful that I still have 3 years of sleepless nights ahead of me, accompanied by my girls that have forever been by my side ever since foundation year started. I guess I'll be seeing you lot in Gombak this September, inshaAllah.
